Grief

My heart is breaking into a million little pieces

As that one tear rolls down your cheek

"Are you happy now?", you ask

How could I ever be happy to have brought you here?

I thought we were immune, I thought we were perfect

Where has all that gone?

Do you still love me? Do I still make your heart race?

Because I still love you, and my heart will always race at the sound of your voice

Oh, your voice...so deep and chocolatey...

How I miss hearing you purr my name

Your voice, now so raspy...so angry...

How could I have hurt you this way?

You were my reason to smile...

You were my reason to hope...

To believe that I deserved a happy ending...

My fairy tale is crumbling...drifting away

And as much as I want to, I cannot hold on to those fickle grains of memory...

Every time you say "No", I let go a little more

Every time you say "No", I hold on a little tighter

Is this all my fault?

Did I break you?

Did I break me?

Oh, how my heart breaks...

The pain...the grief...the tears...

Flowing like an unstoppable wave...a flood...

Take it away...please...make it stop...

Make it stop...

Please...