Hot afternoons

(I know you're never going to read this, so I can happily dedicate it to you. Here goes.)

It started off innocently enough
We were hanging out, killing time
We talked, we laughed, we hugged a bit
But hey, that isn't a crime

All of a sudden, it came without warning
Your lips met mine
The sounds disappeared, the world closed in
And I was lost in time

"We shouldn't, we mustn't"
Echoed throughout the room
In our languorous sighs

"Oh, but we should, and oh, we must"
Was loud and clear
As we looked in each others' eyes

You bite your lower lip
I moan as I bite back a cry
I grab your hair in passion
You knead my inner thigh
The sweat flows in rivers
Our bodies move as one
We tease and grab and quiver
And at last...
At last we are done

(As of now, this feels incomplete, but I can't think of a suitable way to end it. My plan is to leave it like this, and finish when inspiration strikes. Please feel free to tell me if you think it sounds complete or not.)

My Secret

I'll never, ever tell you
That watching you gives me such joy
The way your lips curl into a smile
The easy grace with which you greet old friends
That twinkle in your eyes when you laugh at a joke
And when you happen to look at me, oh,
It's like a well of happiness just springs up inside
I could stare at you for hours,
Even if you never once stare back
I wish you would look at me,
Laugh at my jokes,
Hold me tight
And when you finally stride over to me,
When I finally get my chance,
It's all I've been waiting for and more
The dam breaks and all the memories come rushing back
I want to continue to hold you
All night
Into daybreak
Like we said we would
In a flash you disappeared,
Taking with you the us
It's easier now
But I could still stare at you for hours
Always wishing,
Wishing you would stare back.